you can't serve both God and mammon.
life has thrown me for an odd loop lately...
first the IRS, now everyone else.
i have a stable and good paying job, and some side income, but lately i just haven't had enough money.
now me and my cable company are in a big dispute about large amounts of money that i swear i have paid, and they swear i have not, and i have no internet, cable or telephone.
somebody owes me $11,o00, and i need it NOW.
know what though? me and my girls have played a lot of games together. we've spent time being ourselves together. me and my husband have had some great times too. i have been going to plays and enjoying work and living a less distracted life.
as frustrated as i was for the last month or so, i have read a lot and gotten my library card renewed; i've begun to work some things out with the help of my pastor. i've found a new AA sponsor.
life is good these days, if i look at it the right way.
this might even be the happiest time in my life so far...